[Fuck. He can see the other retreating. And he has seen enough of what happens when Basil and Sunny get too much in their own heads so- no, he's not going to let the oother run away.]
Basil. Look at me. I get it, I'm also not well because I am afraid for you guys, but look at us. We're here, we're friends we're together and even if it's true home still has a lot of shit for you guys- I am the living proof that everything will be okay.
[It's a lie, he is afraid of home, he is afraid of everything. But Basil doesn't have to know how deep Kel's issues are, he's the ohoh fun guy and that's how it should have stayed for them.
Still, they're here, they're trying to communicate and-]
I've seen you do this before. If we're not feeling well we can even take all night long. Small bites. But please, please don't lock me out. I've been there and it's horrible and I- I don't want you to feel- [cornered? Alone? What the even was in Basil's head back home? He has no idea. like this again.
[He shouldn't have talked. Every time he does that he hurts someone.]
Listen to me: Sunny is okay. He got up, he got better, he's still with us and we are even closer than before. Just because things can get ugly, it doesn't mean they can't get better. I promise you, all that awaits you is a lot of people who love you unconditionally. I just see that- you, Sunny, Aubrey, you can't see that yet.
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Basil. Look at me. I get it, I'm also not well because I am afraid for you guys, but look at us. We're here, we're friends we're together and even if it's true home still has a lot of shit for you guys- I am the living proof that everything will be okay.
[It's a lie, he is afraid of home, he is afraid of everything. But Basil doesn't have to know how deep Kel's issues are, he's the ohoh fun guy and that's how it should have stayed for them.
Still, they're here, they're trying to communicate and-]
I've seen you do this before. If we're not feeling well we can even take all night long. Small bites. But please, please don't lock me out. I've been there and it's horrible and I- I don't want you to feel- [cornered? Alone? What the even was in Basil's head back home? He has no idea. like this again.
[He shouldn't have talked. Every time he does that he hurts someone.]
Listen to me: Sunny is okay. He got up, he got better, he's still with us and we are even closer than before. Just because things can get ugly, it doesn't mean they can't get better. I promise you, all that awaits you is a lot of people who love you unconditionally. I just see that- you, Sunny, Aubrey, you can't see that yet.
Please, don't push me away...