I know. I'm just happy that I have a chance to show you like this.
( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )
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( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )