I know. I'm just happy that I have a chance to show you like this.
( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )
Well, that seems okay as long as I am also allowed to show you all my love. You know, it's only fair...
[He says that while nuzzling his nose against the other's neck. Hopefully Basil knows it's not a matter of fairness here, but of love and care. He adores showing Basil how much the other means to him- it's part of his nature being affectionate with people and with Basil he takes it to a whole different level.
Still, it all comes to a complete halt as soon as his erection is held between the other's hand and Basil's lips find their way to his neck. The sound that leaves his throat is a mix of a growl and a moan as Kel's entire body tenses up with pleasure- he can't straight up reach his climax over a first touch, can he?]
God, this is... your touch, Basil... so good...
[He can only pepper the other's shoulder with kisses while his length twitches between the other's fingers, especially whenever his tip is touched. He never imagined having someone else doing this kind of things would be so much better than touching himself.]
( The moans are more than enough to motivate him to continue, a now-familiar heat beginning to once again build in the pit of his stomach -- his own erection now needily pressing against the other with how close they were with one another. His kisses become more needy, faster until he finally decides to press a more heated, wet kiss to skin.
He's memorized by the sounds and responses that Kel is giving him, making a soft, muffled noise in response to the kisses. He loves this closeness, loves the fact that he has an opportunity to help Kel lose himself in pleasure just as he had done for him. It's special and the emotions between them feel so raw.
The hand around the other squeezes, pace beginning to quicken before he pushes himself upwards a bit, and he hesitates for only a moment before he takes in a breath. His hand moves upwards, finger moving to his entrance before pressing a finger forward, tensing up a bit as he begins to stretch himself out. He knows... enough about how to handle all of this. At least he knows how to make it so it won't be so uncomfortable for both of them... Curiosity came to him as he grew older, and now that he was in a relationship with Kel -- he knew that he had to be responsible enough to learn what he could. )
[It's a struggle not to give in and lose himself against the other. At least Basil looks hard and ready once more, which is wonderful considering Kel would hate to stop right now. If he thought he could stop and feel somewhat satisfied with just Basil feeling good, the fingers around his length made him change his mind rather quickly.
A selfish part of him, as a teenager with little to no experience, would be content just letting Basil's hand do everything, but he's also... aware enough of what's happening and he doesn't want to lose steam right when he shouldn't. He feels Basil's movement and reaches for the other's hand, gently pushing it away and moving back just slightly- hopefully the other will understand it's not a rejection but a request for... well, more time. In return for his 'freedom', Kel covers the other in kisses once more, shifting back just slightly and moving his hand against Basil's one.]
Do you want me to... huh... take care of this?
[He's very afraid of hurting the other but also incredibly eager to see Basil enjoy himself further.]
( Kel stops him and Basil lifts his head from his neck, leaning in just enough to press another kiss to lips. In his wanting state, it takes him a second or so to take in those words - face flushing all the more at what he's asking. )
A... Are you sure? Do you want to...?
( He didn't mind doing it. He knew that they had to be prepared for what was to come next if they were truly going to take this to the next step. His fingers move to curl around Kel's hand then, fingers intertwining into his. )
[He closes his eyes, returning the kiss and letting out a most happy sigh. Now, did he have the slightest idea of what he was doing? Definitely not. But he could at least follow his instinct and make sure of the single most important thing...]
Only if you promise me to stop you if I hurt you in any way.
[He had to learn anyway considering this was probably going to happen again (hopefully?) and Kel couldn't be completely clueless every time. He squeezed Basil's hand, leaning down to press his forehead against his chest and moving his hand toward the other's entrance, slowly and carefully using his fingers to stretch it as he pressed kiss after kiss against Basil's skin.]
( He tenses up when he can feel that finger push into his entrance, taking in a breath but quickly wills himself to relax. He nods his head, as he leans a bit against the other. )
W-We're both in this together, Kel. ( It's not just him, but... he'll be honest with him. He knows that Kel would feel awful if Basil was uncomfortable in any sort of way. )
W-well, how you feel is the most important thing right now, right?
[Kel's hands may be shaking just slightly there. Not only the one moving inside Basil, but also the one supporting him- nervous' He totally is. He has never been with a person in such a way and God, Basil is the most beautiful person he has ever seen. Still, from his little knowledge of those things... Kel knows gong in like this isn't going to be pleasant, it's possibly going to hurt, and it's... scary? Maybe he could use some water?
His brain is refusing to connect too much so it goes 'watery and slimy' as his eyes land to the side on a very familiar plant both he and his partner used for sunburns during the summer.]
I'm... going to try something, okay?
[Water forms a lasso around the tip of one of the leaves, cutting it and bringing a morsel of it to Kel. The teen pulls back, sliding both fingers inside the cut leaf, coating it with the transparent goo inside, and brings it back inside Basil.]
Better? I... you can tell me when you feel ready or anything, okay? We're in this together but you're the one directing the dance.
( He's so nervous... Basil offers a gentle smile then, moving to take hold of Kel's free hand and press a kiss to the back of his hand. )
It's important for both of us. But, don't worry, Kel... I'll let you know if anything hurts.
( Basil might be something who's naturally nervous at this point, but he's also the kind of person who finds strength when it comes to others. Right now, that comes with the reassurance that Kel doesn't have to be afraid. Basil is stronger than he looks, and... they're taking proper precautions. At least, Basil thinks so.
Basil takes in a sharp breath when he feels something cold at his entrance, continuing to will himself to relax as his fingers lace within the hsand that he was holding. It's an odd sensation, enough to make his body tremble a bit against the other. )
I... I think this should be okay. I'm going to try to continue to go further, okay?
[Of course he's nervous. Part of Kel wishes it was Basil the one about to... to... he flushes as the sentence completes itself in his own mind and he nods in Basil's direction, feeling more than blessed at the gentle kiss.]
Yeah I... I really don't want to hurt you. I know you're strong but I'm also... kind of bulky and not the most gentle...
[Or at least that was the perception he had of himself. Right now all he knew was that he couldn't let Basil down no matter what.]
Okay... okay. I trust you. I trust you more than I ever trusted anyone else.
[Fingers slip out and he fully moves between the other's legs, trying to make sure Basil is comfortable below him. Finding a proper position takes him a moment and he has to lift Basil's back a bit with the help of his own legs, but if was thinking of... well, anything? It seems to completely abandon his mind as he finaly starts to push himself inside.]
H- holy shit, Basil...
[He's using whatever's left of his attention to make sure his partner is not in pain, but he's hardly focusing on anything else than the pleasure he feels.]
( Kel repositions himself, and Basil can only brace himself for what was to come next. His hands position themselves on Kel's chest instead, face flushed and eyes wanting as he feels Kel begin to sink into him.
His entire body shudders around the other, fingers balling into fists as he moan shakily. It's uncomfortable -- and it likely feels tight around the other, but he's doing his best to adjust. Every instinct is telling him to move, to push himself further downwards and accept that pressure, but he holds himself back.
It feels like even like this, he can feel Kel all around him. It's so much, but it doesn't hurt. )
A-Are you-- Are you okay? Should I move?
( His voice is barely above a whisper as he reaches to cup Kel's cheek. )
[He doesn't even know how he's feeling right now, everything makes his body shiver in pleasure and even the smallest of Basil's movements makes him lose his mind. Kel genuinely doesn't know where he's getting the strength to stand as still as he is when his entire body is begging him to move back and forth.
Still, he can tell Basil is tight and ]
My line, Basil. I... are you okay? Can I move?
[Hand on his cheek. Focus on that, Kel. He turned his head around, pressing kiss after kiss against the other's warm skin, still trying to hold back.]
( Kel presses a kiss against skin, and he makes a soft sound as he moves to press kisses to skin, the corner of his eyes prickling with tears. It feels like Kel's all around him right now -- it feels strange, and a little uncomfortable, but it feels right all the same. )
I-- I think we can both--
( He pushes himself down then, sinking further into the other -- another soft sound escaping him as he accepts more of the other, gasping quietly as his body trembles against the other, moving forward to press his forehead against his. )
[The little tears he can spot in the other's eyes make him stop almost completely. He feels warm, he feels overwhelmed by the pleasure, he wants to keep moving but he's careful.
Even leaning forward to press his lips against Basil's face to wipe the tears away- it almost breaks his self control. He didn't even know it was possible to feel this good, it's miles above his own hand.]
I... yes? Fuck, Basil, you're the best thing in my life.
[Words die down, though, as soon as his partner starts moving. Kel's eyes close as their foreheads touch and he lets out a shameless moan before kissing Basil once more- a little voice tells him 'you need to let him try this too, next time, he must know what it feels like' but it's too much of a rational thought for him to say or do anything more than starting to move his hips back and forth. He's slow, as gentle as he manages to be, but he's joining Basil's movements while covering the other in kisses.]
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[Basil can literally see realization dawn on him and Kel's face light up with an even brighter color as he understands what the other is proposing.
Somehow, despite them being together, he never really seriously considered gong that far, but-]
First, you don't have to prove me your love or anything, Basil. Second... yes. I'm okay with... anything with you. Always.
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( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )
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[He says that while nuzzling his nose against the other's neck. Hopefully Basil knows it's not a matter of fairness here, but of love and care. He adores showing Basil how much the other means to him- it's part of his nature being affectionate with people and with Basil he takes it to a whole different level.
Still, it all comes to a complete halt as soon as his erection is held between the other's hand and Basil's lips find their way to his neck. The sound that leaves his throat is a mix of a growl and a moan as Kel's entire body tenses up with pleasure- he can't straight up reach his climax over a first touch, can he?]
God, this is... your touch, Basil... so good...
[He can only pepper the other's shoulder with kisses while his length twitches between the other's fingers, especially whenever his tip is touched. He never imagined having someone else doing this kind of things would be so much better than touching himself.]
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He's memorized by the sounds and responses that Kel is giving him, making a soft, muffled noise in response to the kisses. He loves this closeness, loves the fact that he has an opportunity to help Kel lose himself in pleasure just as he had done for him. It's special and the emotions between them feel so raw.
The hand around the other squeezes, pace beginning to quicken before he pushes himself upwards a bit, and he hesitates for only a moment before he takes in a breath. His hand moves upwards, finger moving to his entrance before pressing a finger forward, tensing up a bit as he begins to stretch himself out. He knows... enough about how to handle all of this. At least he knows how to make it so it won't be so uncomfortable for both of them... Curiosity came to him as he grew older, and now that he was in a relationship with Kel -- he knew that he had to be responsible enough to learn what he could. )
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A selfish part of him, as a teenager with little to no experience, would be content just letting Basil's hand do everything, but he's also... aware enough of what's happening and he doesn't want to lose steam right when he shouldn't. He feels Basil's movement and reaches for the other's hand, gently pushing it away and moving back just slightly- hopefully the other will understand it's not a rejection but a request for... well, more time. In return for his 'freedom', Kel covers the other in kisses once more, shifting back just slightly and moving his hand against Basil's one.]
Do you want me to... huh... take care of this?
[He's very afraid of hurting the other but also incredibly eager to see Basil enjoy himself further.]
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A... Are you sure? Do you want to...?
( He didn't mind doing it. He knew that they had to be prepared for what was to come next if they were truly going to take this to the next step. His fingers move to curl around Kel's hand then, fingers intertwining into his. )
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Only if you promise me to stop you if I hurt you in any way.
[He had to learn anyway considering this was probably going to happen again (hopefully?) and Kel couldn't be completely clueless every time. He squeezed Basil's hand, leaning down to press his forehead against his chest and moving his hand toward the other's entrance, slowly and carefully using his fingers to stretch it as he pressed kiss after kiss against Basil's skin.]
You're the one directing this dance, babe...
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W-We're both in this together, Kel. ( It's not just him, but... he'll be honest with him. He knows that Kel would feel awful if Basil was uncomfortable in any sort of way. )
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[Kel's hands may be shaking just slightly there. Not only the one moving inside Basil, but also the one supporting him- nervous' He totally is. He has never been with a person in such a way and God, Basil is the most beautiful person he has ever seen. Still, from his little knowledge of those things... Kel knows gong in like this isn't going to be pleasant, it's possibly going to hurt, and it's... scary? Maybe he could use some water?
His brain is refusing to connect too much so it goes 'watery and slimy' as his eyes land to the side on a very familiar plant both he and his partner used for sunburns during the summer.]
I'm... going to try something, okay?
[Water forms a lasso around the tip of one of the leaves, cutting it and bringing a morsel of it to Kel. The teen pulls back, sliding both fingers inside the cut leaf, coating it with the transparent goo inside, and brings it back inside Basil.]
Better? I... you can tell me when you feel ready or anything, okay? We're in this together but you're the one directing the dance.
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It's important for both of us. But, don't worry, Kel... I'll let you know if anything hurts.
( Basil might be something who's naturally nervous at this point, but he's also the kind of person who finds strength when it comes to others. Right now, that comes with the reassurance that Kel doesn't have to be afraid. Basil is stronger than he looks, and... they're taking proper precautions. At least, Basil thinks so.
Basil takes in a sharp breath when he feels something cold at his entrance, continuing to will himself to relax as his fingers lace within the hsand that he was holding. It's an odd sensation, enough to make his body tremble a bit against the other. )
I... I think this should be okay. I'm going to try to continue to go further, okay?
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Yeah I... I really don't want to hurt you. I know you're strong but I'm also... kind of bulky and not the most gentle...
[Or at least that was the perception he had of himself. Right now all he knew was that he couldn't let Basil down no matter what.]
Okay... okay. I trust you. I trust you more than I ever trusted anyone else.
[Fingers slip out and he fully moves between the other's legs, trying to make sure Basil is comfortable below him. Finding a proper position takes him a moment and he has to lift Basil's back a bit with the help of his own legs, but if was thinking of... well, anything? It seems to completely abandon his mind as he finaly starts to push himself inside.]
H- holy shit, Basil...
[He's using whatever's left of his attention to make sure his partner is not in pain, but he's hardly focusing on anything else than the pleasure he feels.]
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His entire body shudders around the other, fingers balling into fists as he moan shakily. It's uncomfortable -- and it likely feels tight around the other, but he's doing his best to adjust. Every instinct is telling him to move, to push himself further downwards and accept that pressure, but he holds himself back.
It feels like even like this, he can feel Kel all around him. It's so much, but it doesn't hurt. )
A-Are you-- Are you okay? Should I move?
( His voice is barely above a whisper as he reaches to cup Kel's cheek. )
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Still, he can tell Basil is tight and ]
My line, Basil. I... are you okay? Can I move?
[Hand on his cheek. Focus on that, Kel. He turned his head around, pressing kiss after kiss against the other's warm skin, still trying to hold back.]
This is incredible, love...
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( Kel presses a kiss against skin, and he makes a soft sound as he moves to press kisses to skin, the corner of his eyes prickling with tears. It feels like Kel's all around him right now -- it feels strange, and a little uncomfortable, but it feels right all the same. )
I-- I think we can both--
( He pushes himself down then, sinking further into the other -- another soft sound escaping him as he accepts more of the other, gasping quietly as his body trembles against the other, moving forward to press his forehead against his. )
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[The little tears he can spot in the other's eyes make him stop almost completely. He feels warm, he feels overwhelmed by the pleasure, he wants to keep moving but he's careful.
Even leaning forward to press his lips against Basil's face to wipe the tears away- it almost breaks his self control. He didn't even know it was possible to feel this good, it's miles above his own hand.]
I... yes? Fuck, Basil, you're the best thing in my life.
[Words die down, though, as soon as his partner starts moving. Kel's eyes close as their foreheads touch and he lets out a shameless moan before kissing Basil once more- a little voice tells him 'you need to let him try this too, next time, he must know what it feels like' but it's too much of a rational thought for him to say or do anything more than starting to move his hips back and forth. He's slow, as gentle as he manages to be, but he's joining Basil's movements while covering the other in kisses.]