[Of course he's nervous. Part of Kel wishes it was Basil the one about to... to... he flushes as the sentence completes itself in his own mind and he nods in Basil's direction, feeling more than blessed at the gentle kiss.]
Yeah I... I really don't want to hurt you. I know you're strong but I'm also... kind of bulky and not the most gentle...
[Or at least that was the perception he had of himself. Right now all he knew was that he couldn't let Basil down no matter what.]
Okay... okay. I trust you. I trust you more than I ever trusted anyone else.
[Fingers slip out and he fully moves between the other's legs, trying to make sure Basil is comfortable below him. Finding a proper position takes him a moment and he has to lift Basil's back a bit with the help of his own legs, but if was thinking of... well, anything? It seems to completely abandon his mind as he finaly starts to push himself inside.]
H- holy shit, Basil...
[He's using whatever's left of his attention to make sure his partner is not in pain, but he's hardly focusing on anything else than the pleasure he feels.]
( Kel repositions himself, and Basil can only brace himself for what was to come next. His hands position themselves on Kel's chest instead, face flushed and eyes wanting as he feels Kel begin to sink into him.
His entire body shudders around the other, fingers balling into fists as he moan shakily. It's uncomfortable -- and it likely feels tight around the other, but he's doing his best to adjust. Every instinct is telling him to move, to push himself further downwards and accept that pressure, but he holds himself back.
It feels like even like this, he can feel Kel all around him. It's so much, but it doesn't hurt. )
A-Are you-- Are you okay? Should I move?
( His voice is barely above a whisper as he reaches to cup Kel's cheek. )
[He doesn't even know how he's feeling right now, everything makes his body shiver in pleasure and even the smallest of Basil's movements makes him lose his mind. Kel genuinely doesn't know where he's getting the strength to stand as still as he is when his entire body is begging him to move back and forth.
Still, he can tell Basil is tight and ]
My line, Basil. I... are you okay? Can I move?
[Hand on his cheek. Focus on that, Kel. He turned his head around, pressing kiss after kiss against the other's warm skin, still trying to hold back.]
( Kel presses a kiss against skin, and he makes a soft sound as he moves to press kisses to skin, the corner of his eyes prickling with tears. It feels like Kel's all around him right now -- it feels strange, and a little uncomfortable, but it feels right all the same. )
I-- I think we can both--
( He pushes himself down then, sinking further into the other -- another soft sound escaping him as he accepts more of the other, gasping quietly as his body trembles against the other, moving forward to press his forehead against his. )
[The little tears he can spot in the other's eyes make him stop almost completely. He feels warm, he feels overwhelmed by the pleasure, he wants to keep moving but he's careful.
Even leaning forward to press his lips against Basil's face to wipe the tears away- it almost breaks his self control. He didn't even know it was possible to feel this good, it's miles above his own hand.]
I... yes? Fuck, Basil, you're the best thing in my life.
[Words die down, though, as soon as his partner starts moving. Kel's eyes close as their foreheads touch and he lets out a shameless moan before kissing Basil once more- a little voice tells him 'you need to let him try this too, next time, he must know what it feels like' but it's too much of a rational thought for him to say or do anything more than starting to move his hips back and forth. He's slow, as gentle as he manages to be, but he's joining Basil's movements while covering the other in kisses.]
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Yeah I... I really don't want to hurt you. I know you're strong but I'm also... kind of bulky and not the most gentle...
[Or at least that was the perception he had of himself. Right now all he knew was that he couldn't let Basil down no matter what.]
Okay... okay. I trust you. I trust you more than I ever trusted anyone else.
[Fingers slip out and he fully moves between the other's legs, trying to make sure Basil is comfortable below him. Finding a proper position takes him a moment and he has to lift Basil's back a bit with the help of his own legs, but if was thinking of... well, anything? It seems to completely abandon his mind as he finaly starts to push himself inside.]
H- holy shit, Basil...
[He's using whatever's left of his attention to make sure his partner is not in pain, but he's hardly focusing on anything else than the pleasure he feels.]
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His entire body shudders around the other, fingers balling into fists as he moan shakily. It's uncomfortable -- and it likely feels tight around the other, but he's doing his best to adjust. Every instinct is telling him to move, to push himself further downwards and accept that pressure, but he holds himself back.
It feels like even like this, he can feel Kel all around him. It's so much, but it doesn't hurt. )
A-Are you-- Are you okay? Should I move?
( His voice is barely above a whisper as he reaches to cup Kel's cheek. )
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Still, he can tell Basil is tight and ]
My line, Basil. I... are you okay? Can I move?
[Hand on his cheek. Focus on that, Kel. He turned his head around, pressing kiss after kiss against the other's warm skin, still trying to hold back.]
This is incredible, love...
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( Kel presses a kiss against skin, and he makes a soft sound as he moves to press kisses to skin, the corner of his eyes prickling with tears. It feels like Kel's all around him right now -- it feels strange, and a little uncomfortable, but it feels right all the same. )
I-- I think we can both--
( He pushes himself down then, sinking further into the other -- another soft sound escaping him as he accepts more of the other, gasping quietly as his body trembles against the other, moving forward to press his forehead against his. )
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[The little tears he can spot in the other's eyes make him stop almost completely. He feels warm, he feels overwhelmed by the pleasure, he wants to keep moving but he's careful.
Even leaning forward to press his lips against Basil's face to wipe the tears away- it almost breaks his self control. He didn't even know it was possible to feel this good, it's miles above his own hand.]
I... yes? Fuck, Basil, you're the best thing in my life.
[Words die down, though, as soon as his partner starts moving. Kel's eyes close as their foreheads touch and he lets out a shameless moan before kissing Basil once more- a little voice tells him 'you need to let him try this too, next time, he must know what it feels like' but it's too much of a rational thought for him to say or do anything more than starting to move his hips back and forth. He's slow, as gentle as he manages to be, but he's joining Basil's movements while covering the other in kisses.]