[Good, follow him in this. At least it seem there will be no need for further tricks like HEro's 'name me five items in the room, five sounds and five smells', all exciting stuff for dealing with Anxiety. It was because he told the other Hero suffered, right? Who even knew how guilty Basil felt for hiding so much for so long, especially knowing what- focus, Kel. Focus.
He smiles up in the other's direction. Okay, kneeling down had been a terrible idea, even if it was the easier way to be in line of sight of the other. His legs are... too stiff not to get stuck. Oh, god, everything hurts.]
That's it, you're doing amazing, Basil.
[Better hold Kel's hands and breathe than slip into a panic attack, right? RIGHT?]
And, yes, we will get there. I was talking about it with Aubrey the other day. Even if we were, big surprise, yelling at each other. We will all be happy in the end, even if happiness is very personal to each person. We will all find that one thing that makes us smile. Even if Happily ever after are not a thing, I'm certain we can get to a spot where the good outweights the bad.
[A big grin from down there. Oh, dear, he's so going to struggle getting up.]
Let's work hard together until we get there, mh? And don't worry, I got your back in this- after all, we want everyone to be happy, right? This includes you too.
( Kel's here. Even after seeing some of the extent of just how awful he is, he's still there with him. He's still reassuring him, gently pushing him to try to get better. And more than that, he promised he wouldn't leave. He promised he'd always try to be honest with him.
And... Kel wouldn't leave him again. Basil knows he never would. He wants to trust in that.
His fingers intertwine in Kel's at that thought, focusing on breathing, focusing on his voice. It's warm. All of Kel is warm. )
... O-Okay. ( Basil still thinks that happiness might be impossible for him, but Kel doesn't need to know. He just... wants that for the others. ) Even if the both of you fight... I-I know that Aubrey wants that for you, too. I'll... I'll try harder for you too, Kel.
( He pauses then, his eyes finally meeting with Kel's before they look away. He's more calm now. Now that the focus is away from that and on something lighter, it's easier to calm down. )
... Uhm. There's... something else. I... don't think it'd be fair to keep to myself.
[There's no way in hell Kel is leaving, not at this point. He really saw the worst of the worst from both Sunny and Basil, yet he still loves them dearly. And he will try as hard as needed to be by Basil's side, at least... with Sunny things are just too complicated. But how couldn't they be? He cannot look at him without feeling the other's body against his own, without remembering how hopelessly he pressed a certain wound against his chest in the clumsy attempt to stop the bleeding... and how he had to rely on everyone else for Sunny to survive.
Basil would at least understand what it means having some specific memories haunting you, right?
But it's not the right time to address that. He smiles up at the other and offers a confident expression while doing his best to keep his balance. Oh, man, the pizza puffs are going to burn if he can't move from there.]
Well, You know how it works with friends, right? Your happiness is my happiness... so in my case, just help me make you happy and it'll be a work well done.
[Isn't that what his wish is all about anyway? But there is something else and that... worries him. Okay, time to see what else happened, can't be worse than hero- but before that...]
It's okay, we can handle whatever, right? Just... huh... can you help me up? I think I'm kind of stuck. Hah... my body isn't really agreeing with all the lactic acid in my muscles... [yeah, pretty embarrassing.] but after I'm ack on my feet, I'm all yours.
( It feels like he's haunted by the memory of the last day he had entered Sunny's home almost every single day. He may not know the extent of how much the event had hurt Kel, or how much he had hurt Sunny, but... nonetheless, he would understand exactly how Kel feels. After all, Something was still following him and Sunny both even to this day. Perhaps now knowing was for the best, considering how close he's become to Kel. He feels as though they're closer than they've ever been. And, with how dysfunctional his relationship is with Sunny...
Some things are better kept a secret.
Basil's happiness is his happiness. It's a selfless thought, and perhaps where Basil and Kel may clash -- or, meet half way. After all, Basil felt the same way when it came to the happiness of his friends. Basil was always fine with whatever happened to him, as long as it meant that his friends were happy. )
... I'll try, but... I want to work hard to make you happy, too. I-I guess we're kind of stuck in that way, huh...?
( Still, he'll offer a hand for Kel to take, never mind how his face flushes a little at his last words, his heart racing a little. He looks away once more, focusing on his friend, rather than... any out of the ordinary reactions.
His grip tightens a little, and he helps to pull him upwards. )
After this, can you promise me something...? Y-You should really rest, Kel...
[It certainly sucks how much everyone got hurt, huh? But Kel is okay, everyone must think he's fine, he'll be fine eventually- he's probably the better practiced teen when it comes to repressing his own feelings in that sense. Sunny is fine, either here where he still has his eye or back in his world where he finally woke up...]
That's a good position to be stuck into, though, isn't it? Heh... buddies trying to make each other happy is not the worst kind of deal I can think of.
[It was certainly worst being stuck with one knee on the floor. He has to hold onto Basil to push himself up and it's not without a groan of discomfort that he finally gets back onto his feet. Oh, boy...]
I did agree to a breakfast in bed, didn't I? I promise I'll take things slow for a bit, really. Now... let's handle what's left, mh? After that we can, I don't know, maybe read a book together in bed?
( Trying to make one another happy... it sounds nice. His heart feels a little lighter at the thought of it, and he offers a smile then -- genuine and a bit gentle. )
... Yeah. I... I think so, too.
( Though, he frowns a little at the sound of discomfort, hesitating to release his grip before finally deciding to do so, going back to preparing the tea now that he's helped Kel up. )
That sounds... really nice. I have a few books, but I'm not sure if they'd be good to read together. What kind of books do you like...?
( Comic books, sure. But, there had to be something else. )
[It's the base of every bond, isn't it? Wanting the people you care about to find happiness? And that smile definitely makes Kel feel... things. Positive things. He doesn't really ask himself much more than what he's currently thinking about before forcing his poor, tired arm forward in the attempt to ruffle the other's hair, careful to pay attention to the other's body language and step back should he see any discomfort.]
Sounds like a deal, then...
[He picks up his mittens once more, looking inside the oven just to see the mini pizza muffins be ready- those really take little to go, huh? He opens the glass door, letting some heat flow out before grabbing the metal sheet and placing it carefully on the table to let it set.
What does he like to read, huh? Spaceboy comics? Spaceboy and Rococo fanfictions? Those are the good things but he can pepper the answer with a bit of extra friendliness.]
Well, I'd like to see what kind of things you like. You know, beside gardening and such... why don't you show me your favorite book of the ones you have? I will gladly read it with you- even if I apologize in advance because I will probably fall asleep at some point.
( It's true, that was at the base of each bond people had. But, the more time Basil spent with Kel, the more he wanted his happiness far more than his own. He'd do anything to make sure that that smile never faltered.
He reaches for his head and Basil closes his eyes, his heart jumping at the touch. Strange... Did he always feel that way when it came to Kel being affectionate...? It's difficult to remember...
His eyes dart away, gently pushing his head upwards towards the touch with the blush from before only darkening. )
A-Ah, well... There were things I really liked in the past, but... now I mostly read anything that might sound interesting, most nonfiction. If there's something that you like though, I'd be happy to read it with you, too...
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He smiles up in the other's direction. Okay, kneeling down had been a terrible idea, even if it was the easier way to be in line of sight of the other. His legs are... too stiff not to get stuck. Oh, god, everything hurts.]
That's it, you're doing amazing, Basil.
[Better hold Kel's hands and breathe than slip into a panic attack, right? RIGHT?]
And, yes, we will get there. I was talking about it with Aubrey the other day. Even if we were, big surprise, yelling at each other. We will all be happy in the end, even if happiness is very personal to each person. We will all find that one thing that makes us smile. Even if Happily ever after are not a thing, I'm certain we can get to a spot where the good outweights the bad.
[A big grin from down there. Oh, dear, he's so going to struggle getting up.]
Let's work hard together until we get there, mh? And don't worry, I got your back in this- after all, we want everyone to be happy, right? This includes you too.
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And... Kel wouldn't leave him again. Basil knows he never would. He wants to trust in that.
His fingers intertwine in Kel's at that thought, focusing on breathing, focusing on his voice. It's warm. All of Kel is warm. )
... O-Okay. ( Basil still thinks that happiness might be impossible for him, but Kel doesn't need to know. He just... wants that for the others. ) Even if the both of you fight... I-I know that Aubrey wants that for you, too. I'll... I'll try harder for you too, Kel.
( He pauses then, his eyes finally meeting with Kel's before they look away. He's more calm now. Now that the focus is away from that and on something lighter, it's easier to calm down. )
... Uhm. There's... something else. I... don't think it'd be fair to keep to myself.
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Basil would at least understand what it means having some specific memories haunting you, right?
But it's not the right time to address that. He smiles up at the other and offers a confident expression while doing his best to keep his balance. Oh, man, the pizza puffs are going to burn if he can't move from there.]
Well, You know how it works with friends, right? Your happiness is my happiness... so in my case, just help me make you happy and it'll be a work well done.
[Isn't that what his wish is all about anyway? But there is something else and that... worries him. Okay, time to see what else happened, can't be worse than hero- but before that...]
It's okay, we can handle whatever, right? Just... huh... can you help me up? I think I'm kind of stuck. Hah... my body isn't really agreeing with all the lactic acid in my muscles... [yeah, pretty embarrassing.] but after I'm ack on my feet, I'm all yours.
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Some things are better kept a secret.
Basil's happiness is his happiness. It's a selfless thought, and perhaps where Basil and Kel may clash -- or, meet half way. After all, Basil felt the same way when it came to the happiness of his friends. Basil was always fine with whatever happened to him, as long as it meant that his friends were happy. )
... I'll try, but... I want to work hard to make you happy, too. I-I guess we're kind of stuck in that way, huh...?
( Still, he'll offer a hand for Kel to take, never mind how his face flushes a little at his last words, his heart racing a little. He looks away once more, focusing on his friend, rather than... any out of the ordinary reactions.
His grip tightens a little, and he helps to pull him upwards. )
After this, can you promise me something...? Y-You should really rest, Kel...
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That's a good position to be stuck into, though, isn't it? Heh... buddies trying to make each other happy is not the worst kind of deal I can think of.
[It was certainly worst being stuck with one knee on the floor. He has to hold onto Basil to push himself up and it's not without a groan of discomfort that he finally gets back onto his feet. Oh, boy...]
I did agree to a breakfast in bed, didn't I? I promise I'll take things slow for a bit, really. Now... let's handle what's left, mh? After that we can, I don't know, maybe read a book together in bed?
[He's so going to pass out in a page or two.]
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... Yeah. I... I think so, too.
( Though, he frowns a little at the sound of discomfort, hesitating to release his grip before finally deciding to do so, going back to preparing the tea now that he's helped Kel up. )
That sounds... really nice. I have a few books, but I'm not sure if they'd be good to read together. What kind of books do you like...?
( Comic books, sure. But, there had to be something else. )
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Sounds like a deal, then...
[He picks up his mittens once more, looking inside the oven just to see the mini pizza muffins be ready- those really take little to go, huh? He opens the glass door, letting some heat flow out before grabbing the metal sheet and placing it carefully on the table to let it set.
What does he like to read, huh? Spaceboy comics? Spaceboy and Rococo fanfictions? Those are the good things but he can pepper the answer with a bit of extra friendliness.]
Well, I'd like to see what kind of things you like. You know, beside gardening and such... why don't you show me your favorite book of the ones you have? I will gladly read it with you- even if I apologize in advance because I will probably fall asleep at some point.
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He reaches for his head and Basil closes his eyes, his heart jumping at the touch. Strange... Did he always feel that way when it came to Kel being affectionate...? It's difficult to remember...
His eyes dart away, gently pushing his head upwards towards the touch with the blush from before only darkening. )
A-Ah, well... There were things I really liked in the past, but... now I mostly read anything that might sound interesting, most nonfiction. If there's something that you like though, I'd be happy to read it with you, too...