[Kel doesn't... know? Is there even a logic to love? He's not an expert, but he can at least say his heart flutters when he looks at the other, especially when Basil is still resting near him in the morning, and he just feels... happier with him by his side. It certainly is quite the difference from the original feelings he arrived with. anger over... over? Oh, right, over Basil hiding them the fact a monster was roaming around town. But it's okay, they all got past it and now- well, now...]
Me too. And... huh... now I really want to kiss all of you.
[He was not really being touched or kissed in return, but somehow he felt completely satisfied just by how his little 'exploration' was going. Kel couldn't really wait to find more spots on the other's body that'd get Basil to emit more moans and show how much he was enjoying himself.
The arm around his large frame is welcome as any hug would be, but his focus stays on the other as he nibbles and suckles, trying to deliver as much pleasure as possible.]
Mh? [The other's words almost seem to snap him out of a daze.] You can do whatever you want, just know that, huh... just what you're doing now it's having a big... effect on me. [And, as to prove a point, Kel did spread his legs in order to lower himself against Basil's thigh, pressing his shameless erection against him for what felt like an eternity in his aroused mind.]
But, huh... I am yours. you don't have to do anything more than this, but you can if you want. And... uhm... [He glanced down between their bodies. Is it okay if I... finish to undress you?
( There is indeed no logic to love. After all, there's no explaining the extent of his admiration for Kel? They may have been friends in the past, but they were never close. Certainly, Basil and Kel both wanted Sunny's attention back then... Though, Basil knows not to let his mind linger far too much on Kel and Sunny right now. Right now, his focus should be on...
Basil's eyes move to the other's erection and he feels the way his heart leaps, feeling the only heat in the pit of his stomach only becoming more intense. Nodding his head, he reaches for Kel's shorts. )
Y... Yeah... ( He tugs a bit at the other's, giving him a questioning look. ) Should we-- to each other?
( If there are no protests from the other, he'll lean down just enough to capture Kel's lips with his own in a eager, hungrier kiss than before. )
[He doesn't remember why they were never that close, but Kel fully blames it on him being a dork of a kid and focusing too much on teasing and annoying Aubrey instead of looking at the other boy. It's a good thing he changed his ways at least...
Kel's left hand moves down, caressing the other's hips and tugging just slightly the hems of Basil's trousers. He gulps when the other reaches for his bright orange shorts and silently replies with a nod, gathering his courage before speaking.]
Sounds good to me. [Oh, wonderful moment to sound like a strangled chicken...] Basil, I... you can do anything you want with me.
[Oh, no protests at all there, he shifts just enough to pass one of his own arms around Basil's frame, pressing their chests together and almost feeling dizzy between the waves of both pleasure and desire.
It takes him a good moment to remember he was also supposed to do more than kissing and moaning: his hands moving down from Basil's back, shamelessly getting a good squeeze of the other's glutes and then holding under the trousers, starting to pull them down.]
( Basil can't help but laugh a little at the response, although it sounds a little nervous. Though, any thoughts of speaking in response are cut off immediately when he feels Kel's hands, the laugh turning into a small gasp as he shifts just enough to let the remainder of his clothing fall, his own hands working to finish tugging Kel's shorts down.
He tilts his head just enough to deepen the kiss, testing the waters a bit by nibbling gently on bottom lips. Pushing himself away just a bit, his hands moving upwards against fingers brush against nipples before sinking down, little by little. It's his turn to return those touches -- to make Kel feel as special as he had done to him.
He loves him, and with as much as he does... words can only say so much. This -- this is where he could truly show just how much he loved him. He wants every part of him, wants to make him feel as good as he can. )
[The little laugh makes his heart soar, but pretty much any feeling he may have on the matter is pushed to the side when the other's clothes land on the floor near the bed and he's allowed to fully admire Basil as he is. There are a lot of things he could say, fancy comments to make, but all that comes out of his lips is a chocked 'wow'- he has seen plenty of naked guys before, changing and showering together after practice was not unusual for him, but it never made him feel anything even remotely close to the desire he feels now.
Kel stopped to admire the delicate skin, the way he could see the sun marks the other got from working outside almost every day, the- Kel gulped and glanced away after realizing he was pretty much staring between the other's legs]
God...
[A very eloquent comment as he leaned into the kiss once more, closing his eyes and melting against Basil. If the other moaned, Kel's response to pleasure was more similar to a grunt, soon followed by a non very elegant growl as he pushes against Basil and his hands. Oh, man, he suddenly knew why people enjoyed certain things so much.]
Oh, man... can I... huh... do more?
[He wanted to touch and 'taste' everything, feeling eager to try 'more', whatever that even meant.]
( Basil can feel Kel's gaze on him, and once again he feels self concious, tensing into himself. But, Kel isn't the only one who feels that way. The amount of time that Kel spends out training, showing evidences of sunkissed skin and freckles, the amount of training that Kel does is evident, and Basil can feel the way his heart stops for a moment, breathless. He never really appreciated someone elses's body like this before, but it's different right now. This is the person he loves, the person who he trusts with his entire heart.
And to Basil, that's so much. He's kept his heart closed off to so many people for so long.
The grow is enough to once again make his breath hiccup, and he nods his head ever so slightly, his legs moving to wrap around the other's waist to bring him closer. )
[Kel feels certainly incredibly self conscious of his body- yes, he has plenty of muscles but he's also bruised in many spots, his knees have scratches and... fuck, when did he even start caring about those things? They only seem to matter right now because he can feel Basil's eyes on his body and, man, it's... different? He swallows nervously, pressing another kiss against Basil's lips and moving slightly back just to admire him a bit more.
Part of him can't still believe they got that close or that he got so lucky.]
Okay... okay. Sorry, I'm just... a bit nervous.
[And if his body's response to feeling his body pressed against Basil's naked one is anything to go by, he's also worried he may let himself go a bit too much and accidentally hurt the other.]
I...guess I do at least know what my friends commented about so I can at least... try stuff? You tell me if you don't like something, mh? Or if you want something different, we're here to... try, right?
[Kel moves in for more kisses, trying to figure out where to put his hands as he moves down, trying to position himself between the other's legs. Kel grins nervously, glancing to the side when he's basically with his face in front of Basil's erection, confidence fading fast. He has seen things, he's never been too sheltered even if he lacked interest, but instead of just using his mouth from the get go... he merely wraps his fingers around the other's length. It may be stupid but his mind is full of silly worries like 'what if I hurt him with my teeth?'. Not something he'd like to explain to the healers.]
( Kel may feel self conscious, but Basil's is no better. There are scrapes and scratches from his time gardening, and now his own share of training - his hands calloused from the hours of gardening that he's done, especially since arriving here. Even so, his fingers move to brush against some of those scars in particular, shifting just enough to press his lips on the other's shoulders.
He loves every part of him. It's something he wants to show him.
He offers a smile at those words. )
I-It's okay. I am, too. We're learning together, aren't we...?
( But then, Kel's hands find his erection, and he shifts just enough to sit up - a hand gently moving to gently once again tangle fingers within hair in encouragement, a soft sigh leaving him at the touch. )
It's okay, Kel. You can keep going...
( He wasn't fragile. He wouldn't break. He trusted him. )
[Kel is basically blind to any of that, as far as he's concerned Basil only glows with beauty. The scrapes and scratches are only a testament of his boyfriend's caring nature and the love he can pour toward the many lives he cares about. Callouses feel like a welcome reminder of how hard working Basil can be and... honestly? It all passes in the background as he focuses on the many things that get Kel's body all worked up. There's nothing he can see he doesn't love, nothing he can feel on his skin that doesn't turn him on.
He returns the smile, feeling his cheeks heating up even more and wondering if it's even possible for him to look even more flustered than he already is.]
We are. Step by step. And... huh... like kisses? We have plenty of time to practice, right?
[He just had to try to make things a bit less awkward as his heart kept pounding in his chest... right? Gods, he wanted to bury himself in a hole and disappear, but there was no way Kel was getting up from that bed anytime soon. At least Basil's responses seemed to be positive? He enjoyed the touch on his head and gently started stroking the other's length, Kel's attention fully on Basil and his expression and sounds until he was confident enough to turn his head to the side and place some kisses against his partner's shaft.]
( They indeed had plenty of time to practice, especially with the promise to remain together for a long, long time -- or, as long they could help it.
Though, there's something all the more alluring about seeing Kel about to take things further, albeit it makes him feel all the more shy at the same time. It's a strange sensation, to say the least -- but, what he does know is that he doesn't want Kel to stop. By the time that Kel puts his lips around his cock, it's become slick with precum - erection twitching a bit in the other's grip.
His hand around the sheets ball around them, gently pressing his fingers against Kel's scalp as his hips move upwards against the touch. )
[On paper, he always considered this kind of things rather gross- he's literally touching skin that was inside of another person's underwear just a moment ago, he's getting bodily fluids right on his face... yet he's greatly enjoying himself. He can literally feel Basil's heartbeat against his skin and Kel can only take the added pressure against his head as a further invitation so...]
Okay then...
[He pushes his own lips back inside, probably looking silly but also not wanting to accidentally hurt the other, and brings his mouth to the very top. After a moment of hesitation, he slides his tongue out, using it to guide himself down and wrap the entire erection inside his mouth. Not really knowing his own limits, he almost gags there for a moment, but he manages to shifts a bit back and hold his ground.
He got this, that's what he keeps repeating himself as he slowly starts moving up and down, hoping it will actually be a pleasant experience for the other.]
( He can pay little attention to how "silly" Kel might look right now, more focused on the way that a wave of pleasure fills his body the moment he feels those lips on skin. He holds himself back from his hips instinctively moving forward again, bringing himself forward against the other, curling up a bit. )
K-Kel -- that feels... really, really good...
( He doesn't know if he's going to last very long. He knows the signs by now, where that warmth is becoming overwhelming, the way that his body is trembling a bit against Kel. It's all too exciting and new, if Kel continues like this, he'll already reach his climax... )
I'm -- s-sorry.... I'm already close.
( He doesn't want to surprise the other. That's the last thing he wants. He doesn't want to take a chance in turning him off from doing something like this again because of something like that. )
[good, huh? His lips curve just slightly upward, at least this isn't a complete mess and he hums with slight pride as he brushes the tip of his fingers against the other's thigh and keeps up with his somehow silly movements. He wants the other to fully enjoy himself, he wants Basil to feel so good he'll want to do this kind of things again...
The warning is processed, but he only hums in response, not really pushing away. Rationally, he'd feel disgust at the idea of what is about to happen, he knows he used to feel that way whenever joked about 'swallowing', but.. this is Basil and he's more than willing to welcome all of him.
With his mouth busy and one hand also focusing on the other's legs instead of that little conversation... he gives Basil a small thumbs up. He moves with more convinction, then, taking in a deep breath, closing his own eyes and pushing his boyfriend's erection as deep as possible,]
( Basil's makes a small noise of complaint when he seems to take him all the more at that, but it seems like Kel's encouraging him more than anything else. Basil legs that were entangled around the other pushes against the other slightly, hips finally moving upwards. When Kel takes in as much as him as possible, his muscles tense up all the more, freezing against the other as the groan that leaves him is embarrassingly loud, his climax spilling over into the other's mouth.
For a moment, he's catching his breath, releasing his hold on the other as he relaxes. There's adoration in his eyes with the way he looks at Kel, moving just enough to cup his cheek. )
[While he cannot say he feels incredibly thrilled when he tries to swallow, almost managing to choke himself with it all considering how deep he tried to push the other in... still, the slight unpleasantness is completely over-weighted by everything else. The sound Basil makes almost pushes Kel over the edge himself as he's suddenly incredibly aware he has a new favorite activity to add to the list of things he really enjoys.
He gives all the time the other needs to relax before moving back up and placing a kiss on Basil's shoulder and then against the palm of his hand. Kel may need a moment to process this himself but he at least knows he can't wait to try this again and see if there are ways to make things better.]
Man... you sure are changing my mind about a lot of things...
( For a moment, all Basil can do is watch him, swallowing nervously as the other seems to swallow every drop. There's something strangely alluring about the sight, and Basil gently circles his thumb against the other's cheek gently.
It's when Kel pulls himself up that Basil presses kisses to the top of his head, and then his cheek in response, offering a smile that's a bit tired. )
It's special. I'm glad that we can learn about this with each other...
( Another hand reaches to cup Kel's other cheek then, pressing his lips against his once - twice - and a third time, each a bit deeper than the last. )
There's... There's something I want to try. I-- want to make you feel as good as I can.
[He lets out a small, embarrassed chuckle, pressing his forehead against Basil's one and closing his eyes for a moment. The taste in the back of his mouth was not the most pleasant thing in the world, that much he could admit, but he honestly didn't care much as he pressed himself against Basil.]
I wouldn't like to... learn about it with anyone else. I feel incredibly sappy right now, hah... [He returns the kisses, losing himself against the other.] You're the only one I want.
[His cheeks turn darker once more and he nods.]
You can try anything you want. I am already feeling good but... you can try anything you want.
( His hands move to rest against the other's chest, pressing gently against him before hesitating, his eyes meeting with Kel's. )
I only want to do it if you're sure, Kel. But, I-- want to show you how much I love you. I wanted to take this as far as I can. If... you're really okay with it.
( He hopes that Kel understands what he's implying. And if he isn't ready, then Basil would understand.
He wants this to be the best experience that it can be for him. )
I know. I'm just happy that I have a chance to show you like this.
( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )
Well, that seems okay as long as I am also allowed to show you all my love. You know, it's only fair...
[He says that while nuzzling his nose against the other's neck. Hopefully Basil knows it's not a matter of fairness here, but of love and care. He adores showing Basil how much the other means to him- it's part of his nature being affectionate with people and with Basil he takes it to a whole different level.
Still, it all comes to a complete halt as soon as his erection is held between the other's hand and Basil's lips find their way to his neck. The sound that leaves his throat is a mix of a growl and a moan as Kel's entire body tenses up with pleasure- he can't straight up reach his climax over a first touch, can he?]
God, this is... your touch, Basil... so good...
[He can only pepper the other's shoulder with kisses while his length twitches between the other's fingers, especially whenever his tip is touched. He never imagined having someone else doing this kind of things would be so much better than touching himself.]
( The moans are more than enough to motivate him to continue, a now-familiar heat beginning to once again build in the pit of his stomach -- his own erection now needily pressing against the other with how close they were with one another. His kisses become more needy, faster until he finally decides to press a more heated, wet kiss to skin.
He's memorized by the sounds and responses that Kel is giving him, making a soft, muffled noise in response to the kisses. He loves this closeness, loves the fact that he has an opportunity to help Kel lose himself in pleasure just as he had done for him. It's special and the emotions between them feel so raw.
The hand around the other squeezes, pace beginning to quicken before he pushes himself upwards a bit, and he hesitates for only a moment before he takes in a breath. His hand moves upwards, finger moving to his entrance before pressing a finger forward, tensing up a bit as he begins to stretch himself out. He knows... enough about how to handle all of this. At least he knows how to make it so it won't be so uncomfortable for both of them... Curiosity came to him as he grew older, and now that he was in a relationship with Kel -- he knew that he had to be responsible enough to learn what he could. )
[It's a struggle not to give in and lose himself against the other. At least Basil looks hard and ready once more, which is wonderful considering Kel would hate to stop right now. If he thought he could stop and feel somewhat satisfied with just Basil feeling good, the fingers around his length made him change his mind rather quickly.
A selfish part of him, as a teenager with little to no experience, would be content just letting Basil's hand do everything, but he's also... aware enough of what's happening and he doesn't want to lose steam right when he shouldn't. He feels Basil's movement and reaches for the other's hand, gently pushing it away and moving back just slightly- hopefully the other will understand it's not a rejection but a request for... well, more time. In return for his 'freedom', Kel covers the other in kisses once more, shifting back just slightly and moving his hand against Basil's one.]
Do you want me to... huh... take care of this?
[He's very afraid of hurting the other but also incredibly eager to see Basil enjoy himself further.]
( Kel stops him and Basil lifts his head from his neck, leaning in just enough to press another kiss to lips. In his wanting state, it takes him a second or so to take in those words - face flushing all the more at what he's asking. )
A... Are you sure? Do you want to...?
( He didn't mind doing it. He knew that they had to be prepared for what was to come next if they were truly going to take this to the next step. His fingers move to curl around Kel's hand then, fingers intertwining into his. )
[He closes his eyes, returning the kiss and letting out a most happy sigh. Now, did he have the slightest idea of what he was doing? Definitely not. But he could at least follow his instinct and make sure of the single most important thing...]
Only if you promise me to stop you if I hurt you in any way.
[He had to learn anyway considering this was probably going to happen again (hopefully?) and Kel couldn't be completely clueless every time. He squeezed Basil's hand, leaning down to press his forehead against his chest and moving his hand toward the other's entrance, slowly and carefully using his fingers to stretch it as he pressed kiss after kiss against Basil's skin.]
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Me too. And... huh... now I really want to kiss all of you.
[He was not really being touched or kissed in return, but somehow he felt completely satisfied just by how his little 'exploration' was going. Kel couldn't really wait to find more spots on the other's body that'd get Basil to emit more moans and show how much he was enjoying himself.
The arm around his large frame is welcome as any hug would be, but his focus stays on the other as he nibbles and suckles, trying to deliver as much pleasure as possible.]
Mh? [The other's words almost seem to snap him out of a daze.] You can do whatever you want, just know that, huh... just what you're doing now it's having a big... effect on me. [And, as to prove a point, Kel did spread his legs in order to lower himself against Basil's thigh, pressing his shameless erection against him for what felt like an eternity in his aroused mind.]
But, huh... I am yours. you don't have to do anything more than this, but you can if you want. And... uhm... [He glanced down between their bodies. Is it okay if I... finish to undress you?
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Basil's eyes move to the other's erection and he feels the way his heart leaps, feeling the only heat in the pit of his stomach only becoming more intense. Nodding his head, he reaches for Kel's shorts. )
Y... Yeah... ( He tugs a bit at the other's, giving him a questioning look. ) Should we-- to each other?
( If there are no protests from the other, he'll lean down just enough to capture Kel's lips with his own in a eager, hungrier kiss than before. )
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Kel's left hand moves down, caressing the other's hips and tugging just slightly the hems of Basil's trousers. He gulps when the other reaches for his bright orange shorts and silently replies with a nod, gathering his courage before speaking.]
Sounds good to me. [Oh, wonderful moment to sound like a strangled chicken...] Basil, I... you can do anything you want with me.
[Oh, no protests at all there, he shifts just enough to pass one of his own arms around Basil's frame, pressing their chests together and almost feeling dizzy between the waves of both pleasure and desire.
It takes him a good moment to remember he was also supposed to do more than kissing and
moaning: his hands moving down from Basil's back, shamelessly getting a good squeeze of the other's glutes and then holding under the trousers, starting to pull them down.]
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He tilts his head just enough to deepen the kiss, testing the waters a bit by nibbling gently on bottom lips. Pushing himself away just a bit, his hands moving upwards against fingers brush against nipples before sinking down, little by little. It's his turn to return those touches -- to make Kel feel as special as he had done to him.
He loves him, and with as much as he does... words can only say so much. This -- this is where he could truly show just how much he loved him. He wants every part of him, wants to make him feel as good as he can. )
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Kel stopped to admire the delicate skin, the way he could see the sun marks the other got from working outside almost every day, the- Kel gulped and glanced away after realizing he was pretty much staring between the other's legs]
God...
[A very eloquent comment as he leaned into the kiss once more, closing his eyes and melting against Basil. If the other moaned, Kel's response to pleasure was more similar to a grunt, soon followed by a non very elegant growl as he pushes against Basil and his hands. Oh, man, he suddenly knew why people enjoyed certain things so much.]
Oh, man... can I... huh... do more?
[He wanted to touch and 'taste' everything, feeling eager to try 'more', whatever that even meant.]
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And to Basil, that's so much. He's kept his heart closed off to so many people for so long.
The grow is enough to once again make his breath hiccup, and he nods his head ever so slightly, his legs moving to wrap around the other's waist to bring him closer. )
Please -- I... want more of this with you.
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Part of him can't still believe they got that close or that he got so lucky.]
Okay... okay. Sorry, I'm just... a bit nervous.
[And if his body's response to feeling his body pressed against Basil's naked one is anything to go by, he's also worried he may let himself go a bit too much and accidentally hurt the other.]
I...guess I do at least know what my friends commented about so I can at least... try stuff? You tell me if you don't like something, mh? Or if you want something different, we're here to... try, right?
[Kel moves in for more kisses, trying to figure out where to put his hands as he moves down, trying to position himself between the other's legs. Kel grins nervously, glancing to the side when he's basically with his face in front of Basil's erection, confidence fading fast. He has seen things, he's never been too sheltered even if he lacked interest, but instead of just using his mouth from the get go... he merely wraps his fingers around the other's length. It may be stupid but his mind is full of silly worries like 'what if I hurt him with my teeth?'. Not something he'd like to explain to the healers.]
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He loves every part of him. It's something he wants to show him.
He offers a smile at those words. )
I-It's okay. I am, too. We're learning together, aren't we...?
( But then, Kel's hands find his erection, and he shifts just enough to sit up - a hand gently moving to gently once again tangle fingers within hair in encouragement, a soft sigh leaving him at the touch. )
It's okay, Kel. You can keep going...
( He wasn't fragile. He wouldn't break. He trusted him. )
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He returns the smile, feeling his cheeks heating up even more and wondering if it's even possible for him to look even more flustered than he already is.]
We are. Step by step. And... huh... like kisses? We have plenty of time to practice, right?
[He just had to try to make things a bit less awkward as his heart kept pounding in his chest... right? Gods, he wanted to bury himself in a hole and disappear, but there was no way Kel was getting up from that bed anytime soon. At least Basil's responses seemed to be positive? He enjoyed the touch on his head and gently started stroking the other's length, Kel's attention fully on Basil and his expression and sounds until he was confident enough to turn his head to the side and place some kisses against his partner's shaft.]
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Though, there's something all the more alluring about seeing Kel about to take things further, albeit it makes him feel all the more shy at the same time. It's a strange sensation, to say the least -- but, what he does know is that he doesn't want Kel to stop. By the time that Kel puts his lips around his cock, it's become slick with precum - erection twitching a bit in the other's grip.
His hand around the sheets ball around them, gently pressing his fingers against Kel's scalp as his hips move upwards against the touch. )
A-Ah--
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Okay then...
[He pushes his own lips back inside, probably looking silly but also not wanting to accidentally hurt the other, and brings his mouth to the very top. After a moment of hesitation, he slides his tongue out, using it to guide himself down and wrap the entire erection inside his mouth. Not really knowing his own limits, he almost gags there for a moment, but he manages to shifts a bit back and hold his ground.
He got this, that's what he keeps repeating himself as he slowly starts moving up and down, hoping it will actually be a pleasant experience for the other.]
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K-Kel -- that feels... really, really good...
( He doesn't know if he's going to last very long. He knows the signs by now, where that warmth is becoming overwhelming, the way that his body is trembling a bit against Kel. It's all too exciting and new, if Kel continues like this, he'll already reach his climax... )
I'm -- s-sorry.... I'm already close.
( He doesn't want to surprise the other. That's the last thing he wants. He doesn't want to take a chance in turning him off from doing something like this again because of something like that. )
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The warning is processed, but he only hums in response, not really pushing away. Rationally, he'd feel disgust at the idea of what is about to happen, he knows he used to feel that way whenever joked about 'swallowing', but.. this is Basil and he's more than willing to welcome all of him.
With his mouth busy and one hand also focusing on the other's legs instead of that little conversation... he gives Basil a small thumbs up. He moves with more convinction, then, taking in a deep breath, closing his own eyes and pushing his boyfriend's erection as deep as possible,]
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For a moment, he's catching his breath, releasing his hold on the other as he relaxes. There's adoration in his eyes with the way he looks at Kel, moving just enough to cup his cheek. )
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He gives all the time the other needs to relax before moving back up and placing a kiss on Basil's shoulder and then against the palm of his hand. Kel may need a moment to process this himself but he at least knows he can't wait to try this again and see if there are ways to make things better.]
Man... you sure are changing my mind about a lot of things...
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It's when Kel pulls himself up that Basil presses kisses to the top of his head, and then his cheek in response, offering a smile that's a bit tired. )
It's special. I'm glad that we can learn about this with each other...
( Another hand reaches to cup Kel's other cheek then, pressing his lips against his once - twice - and a third time, each a bit deeper than the last. )
There's... There's something I want to try. I-- want to make you feel as good as I can.
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I wouldn't like to... learn about it with anyone else. I feel incredibly sappy right now, hah... [He returns the kisses, losing himself against the other.] You're the only one I want.
[His cheeks turn darker once more and he nods.]
You can try anything you want. I am already feeling good but... you can try anything you want.
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I only want to do it if you're sure, Kel. But, I-- want to show you how much I love you. I wanted to take this as far as I can. If... you're really okay with it.
( He hopes that Kel understands what he's implying. And if he isn't ready, then Basil would understand.
He wants this to be the best experience that it can be for him. )
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[Basil can literally see realization dawn on him and Kel's face light up with an even brighter color as he understands what the other is proposing.
Somehow, despite them being together, he never really seriously considered gong that far, but-]
First, you don't have to prove me your love or anything, Basil. Second... yes. I'm okay with... anything with you. Always.
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( Basil knows he never has to prove anything to Kel. That's part of why being with him feels so special. Kel accepts every part of him - the good and the bad. It's a feeling he hadn't had in a long time. If anyone knows how to help ease away Basil's insecurities and anxieties, it's him.
All he wants is to be with him as much as he can. He knows that things can fade away quickly. He doesn't even want to entertain a life without Kel. If he does, his thoughts would linger on such things and things would only fall downhill for him from there.
Still, he presses another kiss to his lips then, and tentatively, he reaches for his partner's cock, gently taking it into his hands - thumbs circling around the tip before moving downwards. Shifting a bit, he presses kisses to Kel's neck. He tries to listen for how he might react -- what might feel best for him, if he's moving too quickly or not.
He's nervous. This is all so new to him. What if he hurts Kel? What if he messes up somehow? Still, he wants to try. )
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[He says that while nuzzling his nose against the other's neck. Hopefully Basil knows it's not a matter of fairness here, but of love and care. He adores showing Basil how much the other means to him- it's part of his nature being affectionate with people and with Basil he takes it to a whole different level.
Still, it all comes to a complete halt as soon as his erection is held between the other's hand and Basil's lips find their way to his neck. The sound that leaves his throat is a mix of a growl and a moan as Kel's entire body tenses up with pleasure- he can't straight up reach his climax over a first touch, can he?]
God, this is... your touch, Basil... so good...
[He can only pepper the other's shoulder with kisses while his length twitches between the other's fingers, especially whenever his tip is touched. He never imagined having someone else doing this kind of things would be so much better than touching himself.]
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He's memorized by the sounds and responses that Kel is giving him, making a soft, muffled noise in response to the kisses. He loves this closeness, loves the fact that he has an opportunity to help Kel lose himself in pleasure just as he had done for him. It's special and the emotions between them feel so raw.
The hand around the other squeezes, pace beginning to quicken before he pushes himself upwards a bit, and he hesitates for only a moment before he takes in a breath. His hand moves upwards, finger moving to his entrance before pressing a finger forward, tensing up a bit as he begins to stretch himself out. He knows... enough about how to handle all of this. At least he knows how to make it so it won't be so uncomfortable for both of them... Curiosity came to him as he grew older, and now that he was in a relationship with Kel -- he knew that he had to be responsible enough to learn what he could. )
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A selfish part of him, as a teenager with little to no experience, would be content just letting Basil's hand do everything, but he's also... aware enough of what's happening and he doesn't want to lose steam right when he shouldn't. He feels Basil's movement and reaches for the other's hand, gently pushing it away and moving back just slightly- hopefully the other will understand it's not a rejection but a request for... well, more time. In return for his 'freedom', Kel covers the other in kisses once more, shifting back just slightly and moving his hand against Basil's one.]
Do you want me to... huh... take care of this?
[He's very afraid of hurting the other but also incredibly eager to see Basil enjoy himself further.]
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A... Are you sure? Do you want to...?
( He didn't mind doing it. He knew that they had to be prepared for what was to come next if they were truly going to take this to the next step. His fingers move to curl around Kel's hand then, fingers intertwining into his. )
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Only if you promise me to stop you if I hurt you in any way.
[He had to learn anyway considering this was probably going to happen again (hopefully?) and Kel couldn't be completely clueless every time. He squeezed Basil's hand, leaning down to press his forehead against his chest and moving his hand toward the other's entrance, slowly and carefully using his fingers to stretch it as he pressed kiss after kiss against Basil's skin.]
You're the one directing this dance, babe...
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